“Yearn” is quite an interesting word. It’s one of the few words that when I say it, I can actually feel what it means. I am easily consumed by a billion thoughts and the over-thinking has started to numb me. So, no matter how much I hate intensely longing for certain things, this frustrating sensory experience has temporarily subdued my apathy. Also, I think I broke my elbow in my sleep so I haven’t been able to do much today. I’m trying very hard to enjoy the lazy.